The last post I posted was about 4 months ago
wasnt expecting a reply but here we are 4 months later and a kind cassie gave me a reply that really made me cry.
I had to write this response just for you <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
I would like to say thank you for your long reply in response to my long post :)
thank you so much for being such a loyal Cassie (we really need more cassie's like you)
thank you for your encouragement
thank you for sharing your experience as a cassie
and most of all thank you for every single letter and word you spent typing to me, knowing that there is at least one person out there who remembers me and will continue to support TVXQ as a whole is truly touching to me :)
I still havent figured out what I want to do with this blog but I guess I would use it to share my thoughts about my fandom. I'm sure somewhere out there there are people who are willing to read reviews and fan accounts. Once again thank you so much for your post it means a lot to me. I will definitely post a fan account of the SM TOWN WORLD TOUR CONCERT in LA. It was truely an amazing experience (I might post some pictures I took since I was in the front section!!) stay tune :)
P.S
As Im posting this post, I am listening to XIAH's (I refuse to type it XIA since in my heart his name is always spelled with a H) English single Uncommitted. Please listen, support, and give this song many love because he deserves it. This song shows his effort and hard work.
and please continue to give me ideas of what I should do with this blog.
Friday, 17 August 2012
Sunday, 6 May 2012
After Four Long Years~
My curiosity brought me here again,
today I finally remembered my password and finally log back into my blog...
I don't even know why Im writing a post here
Dont know if anyone will even read this,
but I have to do this for my sake.
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Its been four long years,
a lot of changed in these years.
First of all I apologize for letting all my viewers down, when I stopped posting and subbing. Due to many personal reasons, I could not continue subbing.
After going through all my post and youtube accounts today, I feel really regretful, as a fan and as a person.
When I started liking TVXQ i devoted myself to share the Cassie love internationally and doing so by subs. But at the peak of my fan career I was met with a lot of hardships that couldnt and wouldn't allow me to continue. I am thankful for all of you who really enjoyed my subs and continue to give me support when I needed it. I remember starting subbing online. I was 16 at that time, didnt know anything about the software, often scolded by fans because I would translate something wrong or the subs were done sloppy. But throughout time, my videos grew with me. The endless support that I was getting from other Cassie's pushed me to continue devoting myself to TVXQ! I am 20 years old now, and I still remember how happy I was when people thank me for subbing a video and allowing them to understand what they're favorite idol was saying. My subbing days were very memorable and I have to thank my viewers for that :)
When I said a lot has changed, I meant it. When I subbed five members were present. Now, TVXQ has two members and JYJ is formed. I never really shared my thoughts about this. But honest to God, I miss the five a lot. At times I would watch TVXQ videos over and over again, wondering how it would be like if they were still a whole. My love for them will never change. Although some Cassie are split between the two, but a true Cassie stays with all five. I AM THAT CASSIE.
I constantly wonder what I can do now as a fan. Yes, I continue to buy there cd and merchandise, but the satisfaction i get from that is not the same as the satisfaction I get from subbing. But college does not give me excess time to do subbing anymore. On top of that, there are less subbers out there now, I dont even know if there are any that are up to date with subbing. A lot of Cassie's has also moved on to other groups like Super Junior, SHINee, EXO, etc. But i really want to do something for the remaining Cassies out there. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO?
On a happier note, my life goal is to at least see TVXQ, mainly Yunho once in my lifetime. I am finally given that opportunity this year. This girl right here is finally going to see her idol at SM TOWN WORLD TOUR III in LA! I am super excited to finally see Yunho. So excited to a point that I cant sleep. I know I'm probably going to cry when they come out of stage but I told my friend to slap me if I do. I am not going to waste my time crying when I should be staring at him with my mouth opened. This is going to be a once in a lifetime experience and I am super excited.
WOW! I wrote a lot :) Hope you guys still read my blog or come to blog once and a while to see if I have new things. I will continue to post (not knowing what yet, but im hoping some of you can tell me). I will continue to blabble about TVXQ, continue to love and support them. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!! THATS MY MOTTO AND ADVICE TO YOU ALL :)
today I finally remembered my password and finally log back into my blog...
I don't even know why Im writing a post here
Dont know if anyone will even read this,
but I have to do this for my sake.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Its been four long years,
a lot of changed in these years.
First of all I apologize for letting all my viewers down, when I stopped posting and subbing. Due to many personal reasons, I could not continue subbing.
After going through all my post and youtube accounts today, I feel really regretful, as a fan and as a person.
When I started liking TVXQ i devoted myself to share the Cassie love internationally and doing so by subs. But at the peak of my fan career I was met with a lot of hardships that couldnt and wouldn't allow me to continue. I am thankful for all of you who really enjoyed my subs and continue to give me support when I needed it. I remember starting subbing online. I was 16 at that time, didnt know anything about the software, often scolded by fans because I would translate something wrong or the subs were done sloppy. But throughout time, my videos grew with me. The endless support that I was getting from other Cassie's pushed me to continue devoting myself to TVXQ! I am 20 years old now, and I still remember how happy I was when people thank me for subbing a video and allowing them to understand what they're favorite idol was saying. My subbing days were very memorable and I have to thank my viewers for that :)
When I said a lot has changed, I meant it. When I subbed five members were present. Now, TVXQ has two members and JYJ is formed. I never really shared my thoughts about this. But honest to God, I miss the five a lot. At times I would watch TVXQ videos over and over again, wondering how it would be like if they were still a whole. My love for them will never change. Although some Cassie are split between the two, but a true Cassie stays with all five. I AM THAT CASSIE.
I constantly wonder what I can do now as a fan. Yes, I continue to buy there cd and merchandise, but the satisfaction i get from that is not the same as the satisfaction I get from subbing. But college does not give me excess time to do subbing anymore. On top of that, there are less subbers out there now, I dont even know if there are any that are up to date with subbing. A lot of Cassie's has also moved on to other groups like Super Junior, SHINee, EXO, etc. But i really want to do something for the remaining Cassies out there. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO?
On a happier note, my life goal is to at least see TVXQ, mainly Yunho once in my lifetime. I am finally given that opportunity this year. This girl right here is finally going to see her idol at SM TOWN WORLD TOUR III in LA! I am super excited to finally see Yunho. So excited to a point that I cant sleep. I know I'm probably going to cry when they come out of stage but I told my friend to slap me if I do. I am not going to waste my time crying when I should be staring at him with my mouth opened. This is going to be a once in a lifetime experience and I am super excited.
WOW! I wrote a lot :) Hope you guys still read my blog or come to blog once and a while to see if I have new things. I will continue to post (not knowing what yet, but im hoping some of you can tell me). I will continue to blabble about TVXQ, continue to love and support them. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!! THATS MY MOTTO AND ADVICE TO YOU ALL :)
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