After Four Long Years~

My curiosity brought me here again, 
today I finally remembered my password and finally log back into my blog... 
I don't even know why Im writing a post here 
Dont know if anyone will even read this,
but I have to do this for my sake. 
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Its been four long years, 
a lot of changed in these years. 
First of all I apologize for letting all my viewers down, when I stopped posting and subbing. Due to many personal reasons, I could not continue subbing. 
After going through all my post and youtube accounts today, I feel really regretful, as a fan and as a person. 
When I started liking TVXQ i devoted myself to share the Cassie love internationally and doing so by subs. But at the peak of my fan career I was met with a lot of hardships that couldnt and wouldn't allow me to continue. I am thankful for all of you who really enjoyed my subs and continue to give me support when I needed it. I remember starting subbing online. I was 16 at that time, didnt know anything about the software, often scolded by fans because I would translate something wrong or the subs were done sloppy. But throughout time, my videos grew with me. The endless support that I was getting from other Cassie's pushed me to continue devoting myself to TVXQ! I am 20 years old now, and I still remember how happy I was when people thank me for subbing a video and allowing them to understand what they're favorite idol was saying. My subbing days were very memorable and I have to thank my viewers for that :)

When I said a lot has changed, I meant it. When I subbed five members were present. Now, TVXQ has two members and JYJ is formed. I never really shared my thoughts about this. But honest to God, I miss the five a lot. At times I would watch TVXQ videos over and over again, wondering how it would be like if they were still a whole. My love for them will never change. Although some Cassie are split between the two, but a true Cassie stays with all five. I AM THAT CASSIE.

I constantly wonder what I can do now as a fan. Yes, I continue to buy there cd and merchandise, but the satisfaction i get from that is not the same as the satisfaction I get from subbing. But college does not give me excess time to do subbing anymore. On top of that, there are less subbers out there now, I dont even know if there are any that are up to date with subbing. A lot of Cassie's has also moved on to other groups like Super Junior, SHINee, EXO, etc. But i really want to do something for the remaining Cassies out there. PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO?

On a happier note, my life goal is to at least see TVXQ, mainly Yunho once in my lifetime. I am finally given that opportunity this year. This girl right here is finally going to see her idol at SM TOWN WORLD TOUR III in LA! I am super excited to finally see Yunho. So excited to a point that I cant sleep. I know I'm probably going to cry when they come out of stage but I told my friend to slap me if I do. I am not going to waste my time crying when I should be staring at him with my mouth opened. This is going to be a once in a lifetime experience and I am super excited.

WOW! I wrote a lot :) Hope you guys still read my blog or come to blog once and a while to see if I have new things. I will continue to post (not knowing what yet, but im hoping some of you can tell me). I will continue to blabble about TVXQ, continue to love and support them. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH!! THATS MY MOTTO AND ADVICE TO YOU ALL :)

AMY ON ITUNES!!!

Visit my new website sharing asian music to everyone around the globe!! Here is my first podcast published on Itunes! To download and subscribe simply visit this website or search "Asian Music City"!!! Don't forget to go to the website to download the songs you liked in the episode that you listened to! Enjoy and don't be shy and leave some of your request telling what kind of asian music you really want to listen to!

Asian Music City Website

All About TVXQ Season 3 Preview Storybook Preorder Now!!!

Hey guys!!!
The preorder for All About Season 3 Preview Storybook Please Be Mine is out on yesasia.com!!
It's a bit pricey, $52.99 USD for a 300 page photobook! Since it says that it is the preview, I think that there would be a official one later on. But I think this photobook is going to be worth it because 300 photos of our boys behind the scenes! What can get better than that!! Support Support!!!

Preorder Now! (Before it runs out!! I did already! Now its your turn!)

All About TVXQ Season 3!!!

TIME TO SAVE UP SOME MONEY! All About TVXQ Season 3 coming out soon! I've been waiting so long for this to come out. Although I haven't really gotton any news when the actually product will come out but the cover for the preview of the storybook is <---right there on the left! I am totally looking forward for this! I always love watching behind the scenes, it really shows more about the boys and besides you learn more about them this way! I am definitely going to preorder my own edition when it comes out on yesasia! I think season three might be the best one out of all three. If you think about it, they've achieved so much ever since season 2 was released! This is going to be great! A documentary of all their hardword in Japan and their SEXY comeback last year with Mirotic! I absolutely can't wait!!! Let's continue to support our boys MEN & continue to spread the love of CASSIES around the world! LET THEM GET A PIECE WHAT TVXQ IS MADE OF!!!

R.I.P Michael Jackson

Eventhough with all the crazy things that he might of done, he is one of America's best pop singer. A Legend as I would describe it. It's sad to see such a talented singer leave us. But his songs will be past from generation to generation!

Rest In Peace

Michael Jackson

062509

Check This Out!

Hey guys, 

I never really mentioned it and the link was posted on my youtube channel before. 

Some people have been emailing me hoping that I would re-post the link to my fanfic. 

So here it is, and for those who have read it before, I have updated the fanfic so there are new chapters to read. Those new to my fanfic, please read and enjoy it as much as you can. If you have any specific insights on my fanfic, do write to me. I love suggestions, it makes my writing get better. 

Summary:

The story talks about a girl name Suki who's been through a lot throughout her life. Now that he parents both died from a car accident, she has no where to go. In an coincidence, she now lives in a house with five handsome men called, Dong Bang Shin Ki. But she's not the only girl living there. Love fills the wall of this house. Relationship starts to grow among the girls. But what is in store for these relationship is still unknown. The hardships waiting for them, because the are In Love With A Celebrity!

Read Here 

I Am Currently Struck By Mac Phobia!

Hey guys,

its been a while since I did some blogging. 

Sorry for not being able to post much lately, I know that the 3rd Bigeast Fan Club is out and subbers on youtube are doing their best to sub it all for you. I was just wondering myself if I should sub it for the sake of fans who cant download from youtube and want HQ. So, I've been working on my schedule and hopefully I can arrange some time to stay home and do subbing, but if you guys are students you should know that around this time of the year it is finals! so yes I am doing some major cramming right now. No youtube, No blogging, and definitely a big fat NO for subbing. It will be over soon and hopefully I can start subbing again next week. Many things a wait for me. Request would be really hard to fulfill right now, so if you want to find someone else to sub the file for you, I don't mind at all. Lastly, the biggest problem I am having right now, is that I have changed my computer! so I need to install all my previous programs for subbing, reformat my new mac so that it can support windows applications...blah blah blah...Over all, its all a pain. So yep thats about it. Just giving everyone a heads up what to expect during summer and what is going on with me and how come I've been so quiet! So the point is "I'm Alive" hahaha. Talk to you guys later! 

P.S. Have you guys noticed the little music bear on the side! It's so cute! I would really love to change my layout for this blog but Im so clueless about layouts. I can only do little things! *Sigh* 

Why do I have to be attack?!?

Im really sorry guys, but I would like you guys to know that the information I entered for the video 090501 The Secret Code Promotion Behind the Scenes Preview on youtube.com Is not exactly what it means. Do I really seem like a person who would attact FANS FROM DIFFENT COUNTRIES! I mean chill lady! Why am i always the unlucky one! WHY DO i HAVE TO BE ATTACK BY FANS WHEN I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING WRONG! I really hate this. THEY SHOUDL GET A LIFE! "YAY NO MORE CHINESE SUBS" only means that I have uploaded a raw version. The video before had chinese subs in it and i couldnt find the raw, it was really hard to read the eng subs, so when i found the raw file I put it up. It wasnt a racist comment and I never said I dislike chinese fans! DUDE IM CHINESE! & I am very active on chinese website. If a simple comment like that can cause you go crazy on me, THEN PLEASE SAVE YOUR TIME AND DONT WATCH MY VIDEOS.

Why am i always digging my own grave. I should have just stopped subbing when I had a chance.

To uknowyunhofan: PLEASE TAKE A CHILL PILL. & I REALLY THINK THAT I DESERVE AN APOLOGY! & Please dont watch my videos anymore if you think that I am racist and that I should go hate some other fan group rather than dbsk chinese fans! First of all, you are just making yourself and Cassie's in china look bad! I dont like fan wars so I dont hate on any other group or their fans. It is wrong to be disrespectful to other people just because they dont like your idol. Sorry but these are my opinions and if you still think you are right then I have nothing to say. And I dont think that you should be deleting other people's comments, that just makes you even more STUBBORN!

To my viewers: Sorry if this article made you unhappy and if you have any comments about this. feel free to express. I know i shouldnt be making a big deal out of this because online has a log of different people, but this is something I didnt want people to misunderstand. I definitely don't want fans attacking me. I mean we are all tvxq fans, we are a big family not enemies. I am really sorry that I had to post it here but I just feel like I'm being blamed for something that I didnt do wrong. I really dont want to see these kinds of comment on my channel!

Facebook!

Finally, got a chance to crete a facebook for all my lovely online friends. So dont hesitate to add. You can also view all my uploads and post on youtube there. So you will always be updated. Thanks. Hope to talk to you guys there!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/profile.php?id=1740529282&ref=name

My Song Of The Day

I've been having mix feelings about myself throughout these two weeks. I've been avoiding and hiding the problems inside me. The emotion battle I've been having with myself is enormous, that I can't even explain the problem myself. Now that things have settled down, and the old doors have close. I can see clearly what is in front of me. I can see the light that will bring me through my darkness. I've been selfish, to myself and to my parents. I'm sorry for what I have done to all of you. Even my baby brother. You are always a baby to me. For the next few months I will be good. I will work hard. Until the final day...it will come soon and I will miss you all. Forgive me for my mistakes. Please continue to have faith in me. I will prove to myself and my family. I Love You, SarangHae!

Good Bye Sadness, Hello Happiness - 티(윤미래)